Without Daddy

It’s been five days now,
since you last spoke to me.
Home has changed,
good times become a mere memory.
Oh what did I do to deserve this?
What happened to you? Why did you switch off?
The war rages on and neither side is willing to yield
I am stuck in the middle of this tormenting battlefield.
Great damage has been done
but the white flag is shown by neither one.

Oh how I wish that I didn’t have to go trough this.
Losing you is like falling into an abyss.
What strength does and orphan child posess?
To live in a world where parents don’t exist.

Looking at you is painful now
the glare you give me trickles sweat down my brow.
The coldness of your closed heart
seeps right through my life,
the pouring rain outside
only makes it colder.

Oh what did I do to deserve this?
Why cant things be normal again?