>>Fear<<

I know he resides within me
The force that makes my head spin,
My heart skip a beat, my stomach flip over.
The darkness of it frightens me.

He terrorises me every day,
If only he would go away.
His force is too strong, and so,
I'm left stranded surrounded by him.

The cold chill down my spine,
The numbness of my brain.
To him it’s all in a days work.
Letting me suffer through the strain.

How can I conquer him when
He determines my actions?
Slowly he seals me inside myself
Until one day, lost forever I shall be.

Free

You’re the one who sets me free
The one I’ll love for eternity
Within you all I see
Are the missing pieces of me.
Sweet as possible as can be
Are you the one that’s made for me?

Answer that; only can she.
When her heart resides in me.
A fairytale ending would be lovely.
But this world is full of misery.
Will she make this dream true for me?
I still don’t deserve thee.

Darkness Approaches

Darkness approaches,
consuming the light rapidly.
But the soul is
trapped
Searching for it’s one place of solace.

The guitar stops,
the drums cease to produce
their beat;
paralleling the thump of my heart
the dull sound fading
with every passing beat
life becomes a mere memory

It is dark now
and I hear the gates
that await me
creaking open.
Slowly.

A new era has begun

Without Daddy

It’s been five days now,
since you last spoke to me.
Home has changed,
good times become a mere memory.
Oh what did I do to deserve this?
What happened to you? Why did you switch off?
The war rages on and neither side is willing to yield
I am stuck in the middle of this tormenting battlefield.
Great damage has been done
but the white flag is shown by neither one.

Oh how I wish that I didn’t have to go trough this.
Losing you is like falling into an abyss.
What strength does and orphan child posess?
To live in a world where parents don’t exist.

Looking at you is painful now
the glare you give me trickles sweat down my brow.
The coldness of your closed heart
seeps right through my life,
the pouring rain outside
only makes it colder.

Oh what did I do to deserve this?
Why cant things be normal again?

Why Her??

A few days ago I told her,
that she was the one I’m falling for.
“Why me” was what she said,
leaving my heart to ponder.

Remembering my first impression of her.
It was not ‘wow’ or ‘ooh’ I admit.
But all it took was ‘Happy bday’
and light burst through my door.

Understanding her is not a problem
cuz she’s quite the same as me
but different enough to keep me interested
in her uniqueity.

She’s always too modest putting herself down,
making me feel special and important.
She gives, never asks and then gives some more. Laughter is endless and ‘sorry got dc’ her catchphrase.

Music speaks to her along with poetry,
alleyways I love wondering down.
The first poem she gave me…. well it,
made some of mine drown.

Liqueur and drugs, no one says they’re good for you.
But they go hand and hand with us.
Shes got her bubble just like me
and even powers to go along with mine.

Random statements, conversations at dawn,
all to familiar with her.
School and life has changed with her
and my face does smile once more.

Explaining why her?
Can take forever.
But simply put;
She is unique.

My Greatest Distraction

She’s the one that I’m falling for,
Amidst all the others in the world.
And, is it love? Or just maybe a crush? I don’t know.
Really? Does she know that I feel for her?
Agony, as reason overcomes my emotions. Past experiences overcome me. I’m waiting,
Hoping that one day she realises that I’m falling for her.